About Me

 Good Morning or Afternoon. So it looks like I'm a blogger now? Honestly it's not the most surprising thing, I talk to myself all the time (in a non crazy way ofc) so this is just letting the world in on my inner dialog. I'll be honest with you guys when I started this I had zero intention on actually putting myself out there, I mean it's 2026 who in the hell still blogs beside Martha Stewart? Anyway I was sure this was just gonna become one of the many hobbies I have and later forget about, however life decided to kick me in the tits so like most people do when their whole world is flipped I decided to rebrand myself. 

How did that rebrand look? Well I'll tell you, first I dyed my hair and I know that is the most basic thing I could do but I had never dyed my hair before plus I was in the middle of a nasty breakup sooo you think you could give me a pass? Great! Now step two I did some major soul searching like really figuring out what I really wanted to do with my life. Turns out I love writing I mean I love poetry. After my nasty breakup I felt completely stuck in my own head and in life, the only way I could get a moment of peace was to write out my pain and the thousand of thoughts I had. Writing isn't something new for me English was my favorite subject and I always wrote down how I felt when things just got to much, weather it's in a poem or me rambling away like I am now lol. Poetry really helped me work through my self doubt and opened my eye to the true passion I have for writing. 

This Brings me to step three of my rebrand. After writing for awhile I remember that I've always has this dream to write my own book of poems, it became a dream after I read "Milk and Honey" by Rupi Kaur. I mean wow talk about beautiful writing and amazing talent, you could say she is my inspiration and if you haven't read the book yet run as fast as you can because it's that good. Now that I identified what the next chapter of my life was gonna be it was time to put things in motion so I became a writing machine and I actually told people about my plans, even posted about it on social media (super scary). Taking those steps really helped me become myself again and trust myself to lead my own life without fear of what others think. I will be posting my work here and updates on my healing journey and I hope you stick around for the fun!